Just Really Sad

These tsunami waves, though lower in height, keep crashing me down. How many buckets of tears can my eyes fill? I'm so tired. 

Mt Pilchuck view from my house. Steve and I's first hike together and where I scattered at bit of his ashes. 

Jobin loves his belly rubs

Calm waters of the Sound tonight 

I have prayed so hard for my grass to grow this year. By the looks of it, I'll have to re-seed to fill in a lot of bare spots. I just wish I could have a grassy backyard.